Everything happens for a reason

And giving up is part of that.

I don't care if I've 'romanticized' you.

I miss you.

And it breaks my heart every single day.

I need to sing

And now the best I can get is an acoustic duo with my boy.
I'm terrified and don't know what to sing.
But I have to do this.
When? Where? I don't know.
But I HAVE TO DO THIS.

AAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG

Last day before school

Wasted half of my day, yes, but i can still accomplish something in the rest of it.

Clean room
Put away all clothes
Eat something a couple times
DDR?
Work on grad app if in good mood
Start research for podcast

I think that should be enough. I'd like to try to leave for the bookstore at 8am tomorrow for texts if they're even open. So bed by midnight or 1 would be rad.

I know more episodes will happen. But shit... I don't know. That's how it goes. I don't like it nor hate it (well, i kind of hate it).

update: none of that happened. pushed all my crap to corners of room, threw clothes in closet, ate once, no ddr, cried about app, and only downloaded shit for the podcast (not bad actually). oh and not asleep by one. and had another episode. TWO IN A DAY. fuck this. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.5

Nuzlocke Update 4

Made it to Azelea, beat Team Rocket.
Rt. 33 chick: Spearow "Chocolate"
Boxed Pidge
Killed the Zubat in Slowpoke Well.
SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN TOWN BECAUSE I GOT DEFEATED BY THE RIVAL. I HATE EVERYTHING.

5:11 I'll never get back.

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Nuzlocke Update 3

Finally beat the first gym.
Bro=11, Cotton=11, Bear=11, KUNOWN=11, The Vine=9
Got the egg from prof's assistant, BOXED
Rt. 32 dude: Pidgey "Sir Pidge"
Union cave dudette: Sandshrew "Lydia"
Boxed Cotton, Team: Brosephine=11, The Vine=12, Bear=12, Sir Pidge=12, KUNOWN=12 (with Psychic Hidden Power, btw), Lydia=6

Play time= 4:14

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Nuzlocke Update 2

Oh, my god. I let my cyndaquil die. The final guy in the sprout tower (OF ALL PLACES?!) Raped him with a hoothoot. I feel so stupid....

Have yet to go to the gym. Now that i only have 3 level ten guys, i need to beef them up.... Nah, fuck that.

Sprout tower dude: Rattata "Bear"
Rt. 36 dude: Bellsprout "The Vine"
Ruins of alph thing: Unown K "KUNOWN"

Play time= 2:42

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